Hello all, it has been quite a while. Right now, i'm in the midst of having my 3 weeks break away from school. How great it is to sleep till late and not dragging myself up from bed to go to school. But still, every 1 to 2 days i've to be in school for projects and what not. Extremely turn off. I just have to endure for a few more months... (8 more months, i think) before graduation.
Ahhhh~ I wish i can shop like shan
or even Tammy...
5 minutes later.
Sorry, i still didn't know what to type in this space here. Such a disappointment isn't it. Heh. kthxbye.
p/s i dislike people asking their friends/family to 'go & die la'. I just heard one of the secondary school student asking her bro to 'go & die la' just because her brother wants her to be home cos he wanna head out. I mean... i dont mind people scolding fuck and something else and not that. Imagine this second you said that and the next second the person whom you scolded gets knock down by car or bang his/her head on the wall or gets heart attack. Till then you can tell yourself 'okay i should die.' Whatever, i shouldn't be bothering so much about this.
We're more like strangers now, i suppose. Yes, people move on in life when they have greater commitments, they move on to search for something that is even better than friendship. I dont know why things turned out this way, didn't want it to, but no one wants to take the initiative, no one. Even i feel... it's pointless now. Didn't want to say who's at fault cos EVERYONE, yes including me IS at fault for things to turn out this way. Understanding. Isn't this supposed to be a mutual thing? Perhaps all along, no one holds this friendship as dearly as i do. Yes, escaping from all these shit is what me & all of you should/can do now; cos facing the reality simply is very devastating.
currently at my aunt's place. Seeing my grandmother feeling so sick makes me.... very down. I dont know if i'm running away from all this, but then, i really dont wish to see all these that's happening right now. I know, she's suffering............ Dear God, i hope you heard all the prayers..
sigh
i really wish baby can have more time for me... and ele, you forgotten about us? Tomorrow is Monday, again.
double sigh :(
p/s caught Angels and Demon with baby during the weekend. A pretty good show, go catch it!
This song struck me while i'm on my way home just now. How awesome
Mayday, Ourday
I would probably exchange anything just to extend this day. Why is it always the time spend with baby pass by exceptionally fast?
All right, get on track. Baby and I have been together for 6 months already; that's pretty fast, no? I can still remember vividly the day when he asked for my hands, the sunflower and every little assurances he'd given me - all these still lingers on my mind.. Yes, quarrels are unavoidable in a relationship.. but baby has been really patient with me. And when i need a listening ear, he's always there for me. I start to realise that i'm very dependent on him now. He's just like a bestfriend, a soulmate, my pillar. I don't know if this is a good thing but then.. he's really part of my life now. (baby, i hope you're feeling the same way too :D ) If you know both of us from CHEC, you'll never expect us to become an item right? Well, i find it pretty amazing too.. we rarely talk in school then. eh no, we never exchange conversation at all! It must be God.. it must be Him, baby. I'm still waiting for the day where we both can attend church together.. well, lets just pray that we'll be ready soon ;)
So, i went over to baby's house in the morning to play restaurant city. LOL. We also checked out the airfares to HK (i know now there's swine flu but :x i hope everything will be fine by then) took nap a while and we headed down town. Decided to hit Carousel for dinner. And y'know, everytime we eat good food, we won't leave out a friend of ours. Ah yes, Mr Leong
LOL! We had a great time, eating of course. But then baby says the standard over there has dropped. Hence, i supposed i wont be going there anymore? idk
But then i think their dessert is good! You know, all the sweet stuffs.. Yummmmmm. Yeah, the following will be some shots we took for the day. I think i wanna end the entry already.. feeling kinda sleepy.. gotta head down to zhenhong's birthday celebration later.. see ya'll!
ps/ girlfriends are so busy now. No one wants to take the initiative to meet up even. Sigh.
Greetings everyone! I've neglected this space for quite a while isn't it? Well, didn't find the need to blog during the period of my attachment as some of you might have figured it out how boring and mundane such period can be - Be in the office at 830am; lunchtime at 1pm; knockoff at 615pm, and this cycle continues for a stretch of 7 weeks. 33 days to be exact (minus away a public hol and another MC day i got) I think i can't complain much about the company here the least i get sued or something yea? You know, the days after 6.15pm and the weekends were the only time i'm looking forward to.. because i get to meet up with baby and my friends.. I've got quite a handful of pictures to post it up, from xiaoxian's wedding ceremony to aixing's birthday celebration to a dinner with baby on one of the days at ma maison to chialing's birthday celebration to maxie's birthday celebration.....
So, here we go!
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Baby did this picture using one of the application on his iphone. sweet :D
Like seriously, i think i've lost the ability to blog. When will i be back? I dont know. zzzzzz
Hong Kong! I can't wait for you to bring me there, baby
First week of attachment period completed! Right now, everything is alright - Working environment is good, colleagues are approachable, work is manageable , everything is gooodd! :) Actually, travelling to work ain't a dread. The tedious part is only when i've have to drag myself out of the bed when most of the people are still sleeping away. sigh.. you know, sleeping is very important to me. And yea, baby's place is near my working place.. so it's so convenient to go over to his place for dinner :D
I think that's about it for now. And yea.. i just received a Jagabee pack when i was craving for it a weeks back. Goooodddyyy good. I can spend my friday munching away... mmmmmmmmm~
Where were the days when you don't have to wage a war with unhealthy emotions? How i wish things were less melodramatic. I know each and everyone of us has got our own fair share of problem. But causing others to suffer with you ain't the right thing to do. I can't possibly get baby to understand my frustrations, i can't possibly getting my friends to drown in my sadness too, right? Didn't wish to flare up at the slightest things but sometimes, just sometimes, i need someone to understand i need to extinguish that fire that has been buring inside so terribly.
baby, i know you've been my victim all these while. all the shitty thoughts, all the frustrations etc etc. dragging you into the rollercoaster ride ain't what i wanted. but please, please be patient with me for a little while more. i need to wipe all these away because if i continue with this, in the long run, you, will get tired (too)- emotionally.
ele, sorry for not opening up to you recently. i didn't know how to break the news to you initially. and my apologies for not being able to work with you (that business) i know you want the best for me but i felt.. perhaps this opportunity came at the wrong time. Thank you for making an effort to drop by today.
Already going on 21, I want to be able to mould myself into someone who's able to face problems bravely, able to have the courage and faith that almost everyone is having.. I want to be someone, who'll bring joy to others
On a sidenote, attachment is starting next week. 830am to 615pm. For those who doesn't know, i'll be attached to DBS bank over at chai chee road (that's at bedok btw) Nah, not offering frontline service but i'll be working with people from the Operations and Technology department. Oh, God bless me.
All right, i'm leaving this space now. Good night all and HAPPY 4th, BABY!!
Recently, i've been dreaming quite a bit. Not day dreaming.. but yeah, i suppose you all get my drift. In my dreams, i met people whom i never see before or the whole scenerio just doesn't make any sense. Also, i dreamt of the problem that i'm currently facing right now.
You might just want your dream to come through if it's a good one. But then, if it is not.... you might just want to pray that it doesn't come through.
Hello all, it has been quite a while. Right now, i'm in the midst of having my 3 weeks break away from school. How great it is to sleep till late and not dragging myself up from bed to go to school. But still, every 1 to 2 days i've to be in school for projects and what not. Extremely turn off. I just have to endure for a few more months... (8 more months, i think) before graduation.
Ahhhh~ I wish i can shop like shan
or even Tammy...
5 minutes later.
Sorry, i still didn't know what to type in this space here. Such a disappointment isn't it. Heh. kthxbye.
p/s i dislike people asking their friends/family to 'go & die la'. I just heard one of the secondary school student asking her bro to 'go & die la' just because her brother wants her to be home cos he wanna head out. I mean... i dont mind people scolding fuck and something else and not that. Imagine this second you said that and the next second the person whom you scolded gets knock down by car or bang his/her head on the wall or gets heart attack. Till then you can tell yourself 'okay i should die.' Whatever, i shouldn't be bothering so much about this.
We're more like strangers now, i suppose. Yes, people move on in life when they have greater commitments, they move on to search for something that is even better than friendship. I dont know why things turned out this way, didn't want it to, but no one wants to take the initiative, no one. Even i feel... it's pointless now. Didn't want to say who's at fault cos EVERYONE, yes including me IS at fault for things to turn out this way. Understanding. Isn't this supposed to be a mutual thing? Perhaps all along, no one holds this friendship as dearly as i do. Yes, escaping from all these shit is what me & all of you should/can do now; cos facing the reality simply is very devastating.
currently at my aunt's place. Seeing my grandmother feeling so sick makes me.... very down. I dont know if i'm running away from all this, but then, i really dont wish to see all these that's happening right now. I know, she's suffering............ Dear God, i hope you heard all the prayers..
sigh
i really wish baby can have more time for me... and ele, you forgotten about us? Tomorrow is Monday, again.
double sigh :(
p/s caught Angels and Demon with baby during the weekend. A pretty good show, go catch it!
This song struck me while i'm on my way home just now. How awesome
Mayday, Ourday
I would probably exchange anything just to extend this day. Why is it always the time spend with baby pass by exceptionally fast?
All right, get on track. Baby and I have been together for 6 months already; that's pretty fast, no? I can still remember vividly the day when he asked for my hands, the sunflower and every little assurances he'd given me - all these still lingers on my mind.. Yes, quarrels are unavoidable in a relationship.. but baby has been really patient with me. And when i need a listening ear, he's always there for me. I start to realise that i'm very dependent on him now. He's just like a bestfriend, a soulmate, my pillar. I don't know if this is a good thing but then.. he's really part of my life now. (baby, i hope you're feeling the same way too :D ) If you know both of us from CHEC, you'll never expect us to become an item right? Well, i find it pretty amazing too.. we rarely talk in school then. eh no, we never exchange conversation at all! It must be God.. it must be Him, baby. I'm still waiting for the day where we both can attend church together.. well, lets just pray that we'll be ready soon ;)
So, i went over to baby's house in the morning to play restaurant city. LOL. We also checked out the airfares to HK (i know now there's swine flu but :x i hope everything will be fine by then) took nap a while and we headed down town. Decided to hit Carousel for dinner. And y'know, everytime we eat good food, we won't leave out a friend of ours. Ah yes, Mr Leong
LOL! We had a great time, eating of course. But then baby says the standard over there has dropped. Hence, i supposed i wont be going there anymore? idk
But then i think their dessert is good! You know, all the sweet stuffs.. Yummmmmm. Yeah, the following will be some shots we took for the day. I think i wanna end the entry already.. feeling kinda sleepy.. gotta head down to zhenhong's birthday celebration later.. see ya'll!
ps/ girlfriends are so busy now. No one wants to take the initiative to meet up even. Sigh.
Greetings everyone! I've neglected this space for quite a while isn't it? Well, didn't find the need to blog during the period of my attachment as some of you might have figured it out how boring and mundane such period can be - Be in the office at 830am; lunchtime at 1pm; knockoff at 615pm, and this cycle continues for a stretch of 7 weeks. 33 days to be exact (minus away a public hol and another MC day i got) I think i can't complain much about the company here the least i get sued or something yea? You know, the days after 6.15pm and the weekends were the only time i'm looking forward to.. because i get to meet up with baby and my friends.. I've got quite a handful of pictures to post it up, from xiaoxian's wedding ceremony to aixing's birthday celebration to a dinner with baby on one of the days at ma maison to chialing's birthday celebration to maxie's birthday celebration.....
So, here we go!
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Baby did this picture using one of the application on his iphone. sweet :D
Like seriously, i think i've lost the ability to blog. When will i be back? I dont know. zzzzzz
Hong Kong! I can't wait for you to bring me there, baby
First week of attachment period completed! Right now, everything is alright - Working environment is good, colleagues are approachable, work is manageable , everything is gooodd! :) Actually, travelling to work ain't a dread. The tedious part is only when i've have to drag myself out of the bed when most of the people are still sleeping away. sigh.. you know, sleeping is very important to me. And yea, baby's place is near my working place.. so it's so convenient to go over to his place for dinner :D
I think that's about it for now. And yea.. i just received a Jagabee pack when i was craving for it a weeks back. Goooodddyyy good. I can spend my friday munching away... mmmmmmmmm~
Where were the days when you don't have to wage a war with unhealthy emotions? How i wish things were less melodramatic. I know each and everyone of us has got our own fair share of problem. But causing others to suffer with you ain't the right thing to do. I can't possibly get baby to understand my frustrations, i can't possibly getting my friends to drown in my sadness too, right? Didn't wish to flare up at the slightest things but sometimes, just sometimes, i need someone to understand i need to extinguish that fire that has been buring inside so terribly.
baby, i know you've been my victim all these while. all the shitty thoughts, all the frustrations etc etc. dragging you into the rollercoaster ride ain't what i wanted. but please, please be patient with me for a little while more. i need to wipe all these away because if i continue with this, in the long run, you, will get tired (too)- emotionally.
ele, sorry for not opening up to you recently. i didn't know how to break the news to you initially. and my apologies for not being able to work with you (that business) i know you want the best for me but i felt.. perhaps this opportunity came at the wrong time. Thank you for making an effort to drop by today.
Already going on 21, I want to be able to mould myself into someone who's able to face problems bravely, able to have the courage and faith that almost everyone is having.. I want to be someone, who'll bring joy to others
On a sidenote, attachment is starting next week. 830am to 615pm. For those who doesn't know, i'll be attached to DBS bank over at chai chee road (that's at bedok btw) Nah, not offering frontline service but i'll be working with people from the Operations and Technology department. Oh, God bless me.
All right, i'm leaving this space now. Good night all and HAPPY 4th, BABY!!
Recently, i've been dreaming quite a bit. Not day dreaming.. but yeah, i suppose you all get my drift. In my dreams, i met people whom i never see before or the whole scenerio just doesn't make any sense. Also, i dreamt of the problem that i'm currently facing right now.
You might just want your dream to come through if it's a good one. But then, if it is not.... you might just want to pray that it doesn't come through.
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